I am letting go of the scariness lurking in the unknowns and trying to leave the future and the pointlessness of worry where it belongs; out of mind. The carousels of thought documenting scenarios of ‘how it might all go’ are replaced instead by the facts of right now.
These are my facts:
Health
I am so lucky to be healthy enough to be able to run, jump, kick, wiggle, leap and ride my bicycle to doctor’s appointments. And if my surgery were not booked in the icy clutches of winter I would do all of those things on the way there just to prove that I can.
I am basically a ninja.
Love
I have an army of people that love me. Nothing in this life can ever make you richer. Ever.
Faith
A tiny blue stuffed Smurf was with me during my first surgery. The docs gave him a bandaid on his chest. My mom found him recently so he can accompany me to my next surgery.
All will be well once again as it once was before.
Science
Medicine is science and while I place highways of belief and trust into all forms of therapeutic, remedial, alternative and wholistic practices. I am very grateful for the leaps and advances that medical research has attained. And I am proud to be part of studies that help to keep research and progress in forward motion.
For right now I have lots of Health, Love, Faith & Science.
And that is more than enough.
2 Comments
keep your positive thoughts up! love the smurf, and love you!
I love you. And I love this.