We travelled back home to Canada this morning after an amazing time in Trinidad. I am excited to sleep in my own bed tonight. I am excited to not have to worry about being startled by lizards, lurking with their fat, floppy bodies everywhere I turn. I am not excited to have bid farewell to the sunshine and to family/friends. But it is nearly a new year and I am ready/terrified for the next chapter of brand new beginnings.
This next little while leading up to and after the surgery will be challenged to say the least. My mum and sister arrive in Toronto in a couple of weeks to help smooth the process. Or at least to help smooth our/my frayed edges.
I am adamant to not let fear control me. And if it does I will maintain the confidence that it is all temporary. Everything is temporary. Everything changes and that is a good thing.
But most importantly I will remind myself everyday that there will be no lizards hiding anywhere in the hospital and that will be the best part.
Happy New Year, 2015 will be a lizard free year and that is enough reason for me to celebrate.
I really hate lizards the most.
But I do love all of you.
(Unless you are a lizard … in which case piss off of my blog, you creep)
️Xoxolmnop
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OK. So you haven’t heard about the lesser spotted three eyed Canadian leapfrogging lizards? Apparently they hide in hospital bedpans and appear when sprayed with urine. So the only thing to do is piss out of the window on the peasants below. Fun will ensue xx.
Don’t even speak of leapfrogging lizards in jest. That is the stuff of nightmares!
xo
Happy New Year to you both , & all the very best in 2015 love Aunty Kay
happy new year to both of you! and lizards really hide in bedpans! LOL