Pain and Jazz heart hands
Unless you have a valid reason not to, take all of the pain medication they offer you on the…
January 20, 2015Unless you have a valid reason not to, take all of the pain medication they offer you on the…
January 20, 2015I had a superb night last night with good patches of sleep and well timed pain management. So feeling…
January 19, 2015My external pacemaker wires were just removed. The benign assumption that these wires are casually attached to the skin…
January 18, 2015One day further from the surgery and one day closer to recovery. I think much of the worst of…
January 18, 2015Well that worked out peaches and by peaches i mean thank goodness it is all over and each day…
January 17, 2015From Trudy… Tracy had some tachycardia late last night so in the wee hours of this morning they called…
January 16, 2015Tracy is awake! Word from Heather at TGH is, “Awake with her breathing tube out, cracking jokes. Her first…
January 15, 2015Claudine is in the ICU with Tracy now. She’s still sleeping. The next big step is waking her up.…
January 15, 2015Just to let everyone know that Tracy is out of surgery and everything went perfectly. This is from Heather…
January 15, 2015I suspect Tracy may have taken these as she was being wheeled into surgery. These are the latest snaps…
January 15, 2015Tracy’s surgery is now going to be at 1:30 today. She is in the middle of doing pre-check in shenanigans,…
January 15, 2015We have been pushed back to 2pm today so PAUSE THEM PRAYERS. I want to make sure the tsunami…
January 15, 2015Having only human heart valves always seemed like something I could improve upon. Today I will finally remedy that…
January 15, 2015Today was donkey shit. The hospital called to say that they had rescheduled my appointment, I joked that I…
January 14, 2015The spidery ants of insomnia are creeping back into my sleep. Everything is so much less funny at 3:26am.…
January 14, 2015One year ago today my family said goodbye to a man so deeply cemented in our love that this…
January 13, 2015Two things bother and creep me out the most out of everything about the surgery. #1 THE REACHING IN…
January 11, 2015When I am overwhelmed I like to make lists. This list might have gotten a little out of control……
January 10, 2015I was swabbed, prodded, injected, blood sampled, swiped, x-rayed, scanned, monitored, instructed, given a psychiatrists evaluation (nailed it) and…
January 8, 2015This is my ‘Incision Shield.’ It is a flexible, X-shaped piece of plastic that I bought online to use…
January 7, 2015I am letting go of the scariness lurking in the unknowns and trying to leave the future and the…
January 6, 2015To be clear, I am in no way death obsessed. Quite the contrary. So I hereby place full blame…
January 4, 2015I love the organisation of the health care system here in Canada. You can say what you will about…
January 3, 2015We travelled back home to Canada this morning after an amazing time in Trinidad. I am excited to sleep…
December 31, 2014In exactly one month from today I am going to do something that I have – in some capacity…
December 15, 2014The Internet spoke no lies in previewing the scale of adorableness that is Dr. Hickey. He is calm, kind…
September 22, 2014For the last three years I have volunteered with the Big Brothers & Big Sisters Program here in the…
September 20, 2014I had the alarmingly delightful happenstance of finding recently – in a local arts market – this entirely excellent…
September 13, 2014I meet my surgeon, Dr. Hickey, on September 22, to book the actual surgery date and go over all…
September 6, 2014When I was a child we had a copy of the original animated Charlotte’s Web movie. It was basically…
September 4, 2014I will concede to the fact that I am somewhat morbidly fascinated with the procedure of having to have…
September 2, 2014Medtronic is one of the main companies that creates and designs BIO and mechanical replacement heart valves. I am…
August 27, 20142:03am I am saturated between feeling so blessed to have the opportunity to have this treatment and the sheer terror of the looming…
May 23, 2014I feel like something inside of me is betraying my functionality, an important cog in the wheel off centered and off-track.…
May 11, 2014I met with my cardiologist team and they have reviewed my latest set of test results. My recent MRI…
March 25, 2014“Please, take off all of your clothes but leave your shoes and socks on.” is one of the least…
February 12, 2014I have yet again successfully wooed my cardiologist team with apparently excellent test results and some good old-fashioned…
November 24, 2011I was born with Tetralogy of Fallot; which is really just a fancy way of saying I had a…
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